Sunsets With You Series #18
A cold beer in hand and a lit cigarette on the other; bathing in the cold evening air while I stared up at the night sky. So this is what its come to, my nights spent in solitude hoping that clarity would dawn on me. There’s just too much noise in my head but when I’m up here on the balcony, I’m at peace. They say that love is when you place another person’s happiness above your own no matter how painful it may be. And here I am going about the same conversations in my head, whether I give you up because maybe that’s what’s going to make you happy. Or do I stay in hopes that maybe I can right my wrongs. I’ve got one foot out the door and the other holding its position. If overthinking really killed, I’d be dead by now. I just wish I could stop thinking about you even for just a couple of minutes because I really need to let my head rest.